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YOU WERE CARVED FROM BONE BUT YOUR HEART IT'S JUST SAND

24 / ednos / mood & anxiety disorders / too old for this shit / anarcha-feministwhatever

9 years of the same disordered eating habits represent

9 years of the same disordered eating habits represent

(via 85lbsagain)

Until you’ve wasted days going from the food to the toliet,
Until you’ve sat in front of a mirror and cried,
Until you’ve refused to make eye contact with the lady at the store because you know you’re buying too much food for one,
Until you’ve laid in bed for hours only thinking about how god damn hungry you are,
Until you’ve stood on the scales and wished you were dead… . You don’t really understand at all.
Every once in a while I’ll find a forgotten laxative somewhere in my room

I just dropped one in my bed and look forward to the day I find it on my floor in the distant future and think “god damn I gotta stop taking these fucking things” then pop it in my mouth and swallow.

CATS, MOTHERFUCKER

CATS, MOTHERFUCKER

(Source: dar-k-ness, via krankenhaus)

just put a little lipstick on, no one will notice, you’re beautiful either way

just put a little lipstick on, no one will notice, you’re beautiful either way

(Source: thoughtsorgy, via haveyoulostyourmindyet)

skinnycunt:

“I don’t want to be skinny. I want to be skeletal. I want this to be my disappearing act, once and for all.”

(Source: skeletalisms, via 85lbsagain)